Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Kelli’s Story

Kelli

Born in Kampala, Uganda in 1989, I was a great shock to my mother and my family members. Mum had been so excited about having her second child [me] but was taken by surprise when the doctors had told her that I had pneumonia and was HIV positive.

Living with HIV Stories


Reading about other people's experiences of HIV can often make you realise you are not alone
 in your situation.They can help you understand how other people cope with their positive status or
with a friend or relative  who is living with HIV.
Below are a selection of stories that have been sent to AVERT from people all around the world.

Kathy

Hi I’m Kathy 12 I was born with HIV...

Preclinical trial data brings new hope for HIV vaccine

Publishing data from preclinical trials in nonhuman primates in the journal Science, Crucell Holland B.V, one of the Janssen Pharmaceutical Companies of Johnson & Johnson, reveal encouraging results for their HIV vaccine.

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Thursday, July 2, 2015

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Tracy is looking for real happiness
    She came back to Hussain, told him what happened and thanked to him.

Chapter 12

The HIV screening project starts
     They arranged a big truck for this project. They wrote with big words::
“GET YOUR HIV BLOOD TEST FOR FREE.”
“NEVER SAY NEVER”
“DON’T AFRAID OF AIDS, AFRAID OF BEING LATE.”

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Grandma, i am...

    Brian turned back to his grandmother Samantha. She asked him to tell everything happened to him. She wanted him to be her best friend.

Monday, June 29, 2015

Oh Adam, again?

Oh Adam, again?
Brian reminded Adam again when Hussain told about first prophet and person Adam. Brian had been going to the station to sign the papers daily. Policemen asked about who he had fought with. Brian didn’t complain and he told them it was an old friend who had misunderstood him, and they were ok after all. Policemen didn’t force too much and did let him go. So, Brian was planning to call Adam and meet him. Adam wrote his cellphone number at that envelope he gave to Brian. He called Adam, he told about situation at station. Adam thanked to him, and Adam offered him a dinner outside. They were going to meet dinner. Brian told Adam everything. He told him about Kelly.

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Am i positive?

    There was another problem. Brian didn’t learn that he was positive yet. It would be hard to tell him that truth when his grandmother Samantha was there. Hussain had an idea. He talked to service doc and convinced him to take Brian from the room as he was going to X ray from his head. Normally control X ray should have been done, but they usually do it near bed. But this time, they did out of the room. Samantha asked and they replied.

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

The fight

    Days were passing, 2 days, 3 days...Samantha and Alex were still in intensive care unit. Dr. Hussain was also very busy. Brian was waiting for Thursday night excitingly. Wednesday, he was going home from hospital to rest. Someone stopped him in a darker street.

Bad Dream

Bad dream

Brian was very tired and he found a place to sleep. He dropped off and after a short time started to snore. He was seeing a dream. He saw Kelly was smiling her from far. He was running to get close to her. Each time he gets close, she was moving away. Finally he got tired. And Kelly started to walk towards him. She came close to him and she turned to a black scary devil as she was hugging him. Brian woke up with scream. People were looking at him. Security came over. They calmed Brian. Brian went to wash his face. He was still under shocking effect of Kelly’s attitude. He didn’t understand why she acted so. He decided to search about it. Time was 2 am in the morning and he called her. The phone was out of signal. He started to search about her online. Brian had learned her name and surname. He searched about her at google, facebook, twitter on his smart phone. Finally, he found out her profile in a social website. Her last status was “disappointed.” Brian sent him a message through that website. He was trying to understand what wrong he did. He informed himself and he told that he was in hospital, waiting for his grandmother and friend staying in intensive care unit, he was feeling sorry because he couldn’t be interested in with her enough etc. By the time, he remembered Kelly’s father. He didn’t like Brian at first meeting. He started to search friend list of Kelly. He couldn’t find his photo, but found some male profiles with same surname of Kelly. Brian decided to create a fake profile to be friends with those guys. He decided to learn the reason of Kelly’s act. So, he might do crazy things. He created a fake female profile. He used a random beautiful girl’s photos. He gave a name to that fake profile, “Siobhan Kicker.” He sent a message to one of this guy who has same surname with Kelly. Brian’s mind was very busy with his grandmother and Alex, but when it comes to sleep, he couldn’t have been able to stop thinking about Kelly. And he didn’t mention anyone about this situation. It was nibbling his mind. So he found such a way, and he started to send message to these guys and Kelly through fake profile. And he liked some same pages with them to answer how they found them. He did all and started to wait for replies.

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Alex is burning
    He found out Alex shaking and sweating inside of his pasteboard box.

“Oh man, what happened to you? “ asked Brian.

But, Alex was not able to talk and reply him. He was shaking so badly and crouching.

 “I..I..I… I am so… so… bad...man...please help me….” faltered Alex.

Health insurance problem

Health insurance problem

They called Dr. Hussain. He agreed to meet them at lunch break. They told Dr. Hussain about the problem. Dr. Hussain said,

“Oh sorry guys, i forgot to guide you about insurance problem. There are some helpful organizations about patients without insurance. But you still need to pay some of the price.”

Visiting Alex

Visiting Alex

The next day,  Brian went to visit Alex. He told him about his plans. Alex loved the idea but he reminded him he was HIV positive.

“It would be very hard to find a job for me. Man, i really would love to get rid of this garbage. I don’t like living in this box. A job means a hope for me, but how?”

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

A girl in the park

    He went to park, there were lots of people having fun at the end of  a sunny day. He saw a girl laying down and reading a book. Brian felt crazy about looking at her. He tried to approach her, but he remembered Dr. Hussain’s advice… ”you better don’t have sex with anyone…”
He sat down somewhere opposite of her. And he started to think:

Friday, May 15, 2015

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Thursday, May 14, 2015

The Message of The Day

If you see something you do not like in your brother try to find excuses for him, 
from one to seventy. If you cannot find an excuse, say, ‘There might be an excuse, 
but I don't know it.’ Jafar As-Sadiq

PS: All muslims are brothers and sisters...

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Time to talk to the grandma
     They laughed and went their places….Brian went home, Alex went to his neighborhood and he became very upset, he cried, he wanted to hug a mum and a dad...But the people he saw were homeless, drug users...He went to his box and tried to sleep.

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

The Big Day

     Finally, the big day arrived. Alex and Brian met and went to hospital together for their appointment. First Alex entered Dr. Hussain’s room. Doctor Hussain welcomed him and he told Alex that his result was positive. Alex shocked. Dr. Hussain relaxed him,
“Please don’t panic. Your confirmation test result Western Blot is positive.”

Chapter 4

What about Alex?

  Alex felt good with talking to Dr. Hussain. He started to look for people HIV positive to talk to them in his neighborhood. His neighborhood was not a neat place, there were lots of drug users, and some of them were HIV positive and even some had AIDS which means acquired   immunodeficiency syndrome. Alex found John. John were living in same neighborhood, but had to move away because of economical issues. John told he had HIV for about  probably 2 or 3 years. But he found out that he was positive 1 year ago. He had been admitted to hospital 1 year ago, because he was fainted and found alone at the street. People saw him called ambulance. He was diagnosed AIDS at this time.

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Life is going on…

Life is going on…

  Brian was having really difficult problems about drug. After consultation with doctor, he went to visit his grandmother. He was feeling very lonely in this world and he was looking for someone to talk and share his problems. His grandmother was working in a fast food restaurant. She had to work to stay alive. She had diabetes and hypertension. And medical insurance was so much expensive, that’s why she needed to work. She was housewife for many years but her husband died and  did not leave her so much property. Also her daughter, Brian’s mom, Laura, was not a  frugal girl in her teenage times. So, she was also an unhappy woman.

Be Continued...

 Hussain's face changed. Because Alex seemed positive according to his guess. That means, infection risk of Brian increased. Hussain turned to normal, because he had to be strong. He really wanted to help Brian.

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Infectious Disease consultation

   They applied to ID policlinic, one by one. Doctor Hussain, originally from Pakistan was working there. He talked to Alex first. And he wanted Alex to be honest and he told him that he would never  share his personal data. So he convinced Alex. Alex started to tell everything. He told doctor that he was an IV drug user, he was grown at streets, he had no family, no relatives, all of his friends were homeless people. Hussain was so sad when he listened his story. He said,

HIV Results

HIV Results

  Here we give a break to our novel. Let’s discuss about HIV test results. Blood banks usually use these ELISA tests.

Chapter 2

Chapter 2


Difficult times

   At the end, Brian lived with her grandmother and he became 15 years old. Brian was very active, was loving to make new friends. But friends of him were not very smart good guys. Some of them were using drugs. Some of them were sent to jail due to robbery, rape. Brian could not stop himself and finally he started on drugs too. That interest ended up using IV (Intravenous) drugs. Poor Brian, he was in a trouble. One day he lost his mind, needing drug IV. It was a crisis. He used a friend’s needle to inject drug. And he got calm down. After a while, he realized that he used someone else’ needle. And the owner of needle had been sick for a while before that crisis. Brian started to think if he got infected by any virus. He tried to talk his friend and his friend told him that he didn't know if he had any infection. So, they decided to go to a doctor, but they didn’t have enough money to pay 250 US dollars doctor visit and also no health insurance. So, they found a way to get tests. They applied for blood donation. Because they do hepatitis, HIV tests for free for donors. They went to a hospital but before that, they tried to look good, bought new clothes. Before donation, they were asked to fill a form if they were suitable to donate blood. There was a question: “Are you an intravenous drug user?” They decided to choose “No”. Otherwise, that would be a risk for them about being refused without test. They needed test, so they chose “no”.

Chapter 1

Chapter 1


Let’s meet Brian

  Brian was 3 years old when his parents were divorced.  He is the single common kid of his parents. His father, Gary was working in a very big company in a very important administrative position. Gary was loving his job even though it made him very stressful and aggressive sometimes. Gary loved Laura (Brian’s mother). They met at a party at university years. Laura didn’t like Gary at first, but at the end of university, Laura decided to marry him. Because Gary was very successful and started to work in a very big company. So, the money and being rich was more important to Laura than to be loved or loving. But Gary, he was very vivid, loved his job, loved his wife. He loved Laura, because he was amazed with her beauty and body. He didn't take care of her personality so much. 

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Tonsil Stones

Hello everybody,

     I would like to write about tonsil stones today. It is known that stones in human body  develop in kidneys and gallbladder mostly. But, tonsils are another places for stones to develop. Let's start learning what tonsils are.

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

From the novel...

Brian was about to give a decision. He was considering to be a Muslim. He decided to ask his grandmother. Because he promised her to tell her everything. He asked her idea, and she asked what Islam wants from him.

Monday, April 20, 2015

Mardin Travel

Hello Everybody,

I just had a trip to the city called Mardin last sunday. I would like to add pictures...
Keep being positive about life...:)
Enjoy the pictures...

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Ask doctor for free

Feel free to ask any question to Dr. Abdurrahman SARMIS. He will answer your questions for free.

Greetings from Istanbul, Turkey


The free preview

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About me and the novel

It is very hard to talk about myself, but i want to tell you why i wrote this novel. I have seen the importance of HIV after i started working at Medical Microbiology Laboratory. Health care workers were having needle accidents, they were asking to test HIV as soon as possible panicky. So this panic led me to tell people about HIV.

From the e book: "Am i positive?"


Brian was about to give a decision. He was considering to be a Muslim. He decided to ask his grandmother. Because he promised her to tell her everything. He asked her idea, and she asked what Islam wants from him.