Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Tracy is looking for real happiness

    She came back to Hussain, told him what happened and thanked to him.

Chapter 12

The HIV screening project starts

     They arranged a big truck for this project. They wrote with big words::

“GET YOUR HIV BLOOD TEST FOR FREE.”

“NEVER SAY NEVER”
“DON’T AFRAID OF AIDS, AFRAID OF BEING LATE.”

Oh Adam, again?

Oh Adam, again?

Brian reminded Adam again when Hussain told about first prophet and person Adam. Brian had been going to the station to sign the papers daily. Policemen asked about who he had fought with. Brian didn’t complain and he told them it was an old friend who had misunderstood him, and they were ok after all. Policemen didn’t force too much and did let him go. So, Brian was planning to call Adam and meet him. Adam wrote his cellphone number at that envelope he gave to Brian. He called Adam, he told about situation at station. Adam thanked to him, and Adam offered him a dinner outside. They were going to meet dinner. Brian told Adam everything. He told him about Kelly.

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

The fight

    Days were passing, 2 days, 3 days...Samantha and Alex were still in intensive care unit. Dr. Hussain was also very busy. Brian was waiting for Thursday night excitingly. Wednesday, he was going home from hospital to rest. Someone stopped him in a darker street.

Bad Dream

Bad dream

Brian was very tired and he found a place to sleep. He dropped off and after a short time started to snore. He was seeing a dream. He saw Kelly was smiling her from far. He was running to get close to her. Each time he gets close, she was moving away. Finally he got tired. And Kelly started to walk towards him. She came close to him and she turned to a black scary devil as she was hugging him. Brian woke up with scream. People were looking at him. Security came over. They calmed Brian. Brian went to wash his face. He was still under shocking effect of Kelly’s attitude. He didn’t understand why she acted so. He decided to search about it. Time was 2 am in the morning and he called her. The phone was out of signal. He started to search about her online. Brian had learned her name and surname. He searched about her at google, facebook, twitter on his smart phone. Finally, he found out her profile in a social website. Her last status was “disappointed.” Brian sent him a message through that website. He was trying to understand what wrong he did. He informed himself and he told that he was in hospital, waiting for his grandmother and friend staying in intensive care unit, he was feeling sorry because he couldn’t be interested in with her enough etc. By the time, he remembered Kelly’s father. He didn’t like Brian at first meeting. He started to search friend list of Kelly. He couldn’t find his photo, but found some male profiles with same surname of Kelly. Brian decided to create a fake profile to be friends with those guys. He decided to learn the reason of Kelly’s act. So, he might do crazy things. He created a fake female profile. He used a random beautiful girl’s photos. He gave a name to that fake profile, “Siobhan Kicker.” He sent a message to one of this guy who has same surname with Kelly. Brian’s mind was very busy with his grandmother and Alex, but when it comes to sleep, he couldn’t have been able to stop thinking about Kelly. And he didn’t mention anyone about this situation. It was nibbling his mind. So he found such a way, and he started to send message to these guys and Kelly through fake profile. And he liked some same pages with them to answer how they found them. He did all and started to wait for replies.

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Alex is burning

    He found out Alex shaking and sweating inside of his pasteboard box.

“Oh man, what happened to you? “ asked Brian.

But, Alex was not able to talk and reply him. He was shaking so badly and crouching.

 “I..I..I… I am so… so… bad...man...please help me….” faltered Alex.

Health insurance problem

Health insurance problem

They called Dr. Hussain. He agreed to meet them at lunch break. They told Dr. Hussain about the problem. Dr. Hussain said,

“Oh sorry guys, i forgot to guide you about insurance problem. There are some helpful organizations about patients without insurance. But you still need to pay some of the price.”

Visiting Alex

Visiting Alex

The next day,  Brian went to visit Alex. He told him about his plans. Alex loved the idea but he reminded him he was HIV positive.

“It would be very hard to find a job for me. Man, i really would love to get rid of this garbage. I don’t like living in this box. A job means a hope for me, but how?”

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

A girl in the park

    He went to park, there were lots of people having fun at the end of  a sunny day. He saw a girl laying down and reading a book. Brian felt crazy about looking at her. He tried to approach her, but he remembered Dr. Hussain’s advice… ”you better don’t have sex with anyone…”

He sat down somewhere opposite of her. And he started to think:

Chapter 6

Chapter 6

Time to talk to the grandma

     They laughed and went their places….Brian went home, Alex went to his neighborhood and he became very upset, he cried, he wanted to hug a mum and a dad...But the people he saw were homeless, drug users...He went to his box and tried to sleep.

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

The Big Day

     Finally, the big day arrived. Alex and Brian met and went to hospital together for their appointment. First Alex entered Dr. Hussain’s room. Doctor Hussain welcomed him and he told Alex that his result was positive. Alex shocked. Dr. Hussain relaxed him,

“Please don’t panic. Your confirmation test result Western Blot is positive.”

Chapter 4

What about Alex?

  Alex felt good with talking to Dr. Hussain. He started to look for people HIV positive to talk to them in his neighborhood. His neighborhood was not a neat place, there were lots of drug users, and some of them were HIV positive and even some had AIDS which means acquired   immunodeficiency syndrome. Alex found John. John were living in same neighborhood, but had to move away because of economical issues. John told he had HIV for about  probably 2 or 3 years. But he found out that he was positive 1 year ago. He had been admitted to hospital 1 year ago, because he was fainted and found alone at the street. People saw him called ambulance. He was diagnosed AIDS at this time.

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 Hussain's face changed. Because Alex seemed positive according to his guess. That means, infection risk of Brian increased. Hussain turned to normal, because he had to be strong. He really wanted to help Brian.

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Infectious Disease consultation

   They applied to ID policlinic, one by one. Doctor Hussain, originally from Pakistan was working there. He talked to Alex first. And he wanted Alex to be honest and he told him that he would never  share his personal data. So he convinced Alex. Alex started to tell everything. He told doctor that he was an IV drug user, he was grown at streets, he had no family, no relatives, all of his friends were homeless people. Hussain was so sad when he listened his story. He said,

Chapter 1

Chapter 1


Let’s meet Brian

  Brian was 3 years old when his parents were divorced.  He is the single common kid of his parents. His father, Gary was working in a very big company in a very important administrative position. Gary was loving his job even though it made him very stressful and aggressive sometimes. Gary loved Laura (Brian’s mother). They met at a party at university years. Laura didn’t like Gary at first, but at the end of university, Laura decided to marry him. Because Gary was very successful and started to work in a very big company. So, the money and being rich was more important to Laura than to be loved or loving. But Gary, he was very vivid, loved his job, loved his wife. He loved Laura, because he was amazed with her beauty and body. He didn't take care of her personality so much.